All along I thought I was a bad person and a worthless person.

Until now, how should I put it?

I have done bad things to many people.

I thought about whether I should erase everything about me, even my current identity.

If you want to know all my actions, I suggest you ask someone who knows about my behavior.

I just feel guilty about what I did. I just want to make up for it with my life. I shouldn't have lived this old. I know that I acted and behaved inappropriately for my age. Yes, it's probably just my loneliness over the years.

I don't know how I should tell my story, so I'll just keep it a secret and end up not being here or anywhere else.

I will soon delete my NG account because a bad person like me should not exist in this world. But I will stay for just one more day to reflect on many things that have happened. I just miss this place so much. If you have any comments you would like to express, please feel free to express them....

Merry Christmas! in advance because I don't think I'll live until then. I think I'll choose to end everything after I delete everything....

Goodbye everyone, I hope you are all well and healthy and keep on going....

I am sorry...

If you see anything unusual about my writing, please know that I'm not very good at English and another reason is that I haven't been very social in the past years. It's probably because of my past stories... Goodbye

Dialogue :

Although I haven't been at Newgrounds much lately

But it seems like every day there's always a joke swirling around me :)

Last month I was working on some projects, but I didn't seem to have much time for them The reason is probably because I worked very hard all month and got very little sleep, Until it made me sick and often had the flu

But the result I have now is that I don't have any money problems anymore and I have a month off

I think soon I'll spend an entire month traveling

But first I was supposed to stay home for 10 days because I still had the flu.

Hmmmm

Hey... before I go, I have some Funny stories for you to see

It's pretty sad that I probably won't get another chance :)

but at least M-Bot tried to comfort me

I can still upload Art

But this is probably how I felt from a few days ago until now :

I still think of that as a joke to this day.

You know what?

I think I'm going to take a break

(For today, I wish everyone good luck)

Goodbye...

I would like to thank @tomfulp and the entire staff at Newgrounds for sharing this precious gift with me. It is my first time receiving a gift from Newgrounds...

For several months now, I have been taking care of irregularities on the Art Portal continuously for more than 24 hour without any breaks. I tend to keep an eye on people who try to break many rules. Until now, I think I should have taken a break

(This will be my final letter Goodbye everyone, I hope you all have a happy Christmas this year)

Can you believe it guys? Christmas, just a week away! Christmas is in a week! Woo-hoo! I am so happy about this information. Christmas, just a week away. Oh, wow! Can you believe it? Christmas, just in a week! It got here so fast! Christmas, just a-

It seems that during this period My art often gets 0 votes, That made me wonder what I was doing wrong

( It was as if some people were upset about something, They often find an outlet to express their emotions, Votes rate my art as 0/5 )